Today was a quick work day. I got to leave early because I am on vacation! Sean and I are leaving for Charleston for his cousin's wedding. We are looking forward to a wedding were we just show up and support the couple. We are excited that we get to spend some quality time with Sean's parents. too! Plus Kylie gets to meet their new dog, Charlie!
I have had my own deep thoughts lately. As you all know, I am impatient in most things. I just have these goals that I don't think I am ever going to meet. I have a list of things I want to accomplish in life and don't think they are ever going to happen. As a result the anxiety I have never seems to go away. I am not crazy all the time but most times at night I have these thoughts of how I am just "treading water" and not moving forward. Its so funny, how Sean is the opposite, I guess that is why we are meant to be together! Once in a while I wonder if I made the right decision concerning going to law school and moving to Miami. I know positives have come of these decisions and I can't go back but sometimes "what ifs" cross my mind.
Kate, I think the feelings you are feeling are normal for a parent. I think you are feeling these feelings because of the love you have for Reagan. As her parent, you always put her needs first. Who could ask for a better parent? I think when frustration raises its ugly head it is only because of your desire to support, love and nuture Reagan. You are a great mom. Your gut instincts are correct, don't second guess them.
I will give you all an mini-vaca update when I return. If anybody wants to call tomorrow or Sunday we will b driving and driving...with plenty of time to talk! :)
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